Next?

Many things are going thru my mind, my sins are catching up with me or is it simple paranoia? I pray my heart out to the Holly Spirit asking for security and help, my family depend on me and my capacity to make the right decisions Lord increase my faith and remove any doubts of your goodness tourist me! I long for wisdom and peace, I long for a good way and the madness to believe the unbelievable and to become the man God made me to be for the good of my family and humanity.

It's time to believe, it's time to close my eyes and like a child just trust that God with lead my way showing me little by little those thing that I haven't seen and I know they exist, I pray for a true transformation and a bold heart, forgive me my Lord for trusting in myself to build my life not taking in account your wisdom and for making terrible mistakes... I trust you and I know you will tell me what's next... I will wait for you, in you and only in you.